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ולא אבה הוי׳ אלהיך לשמוע אל בלעם ויהפוך…

“But Havayah your G‑d was not willing to listen to Bilam”

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The big idea

G‑d’s refusal, beyond reason, to hear the accuser answers the Jew’s own love for Him beyond reason, the tip of the yud of Havayah in the soul. And when a penitent cries out “with all your might” from the hidden depths of his soul, G‑d’s love from above does more than ignore his sins: it turns them into merits, the curse into a blessing.

The maamar in brief

The Torah praises G‑d for refusing to listen to Bilam and for turning his curse into a blessing. The Alter Rebbe asks why such a refusal is remarkable, and what was turned if Bilam was never heard. Bilam stands for the accuser who seeks out Israel’s real sins; the praise is that G‑d refuses to hear him at all, beyond reason. This answers to the Jew’s own love beyond reason, the tip of the yud of Havayah: a hidden natural love that would sooner give up life than be separated from G‑d. The maamar then maps the rest of the Name onto the soul. The yud is Chochmah, born of tzimtzum; a person echoes it by nullifying his own will, which draws down the tzimtzum that renews creation each day. The first hei is Binah: broad contemplation, love, joy and the higher teshuvah of prayer. The vav and final hei are Torah and mitzvos in action, summed up in charity. Beyond these is a Havayah drawn from above, “because He loved you”: the penitent’s cry “with all your might” reveals the soul’s hidden depths, and from there sins become merits and the curse a blessing, culminating on Yom Kippur.

Outline

  1. Why not listening is praiseBilam stands for the accuser who seeks out Israel’s real sins. G‑d’s praise is that He refuses to hear him, not by refuting him but beyond reason; the verse names Havayah because a radiance of Havayah is in every Jewish soul.¶1–2
  2. The tip of the yud: love beyond reasonEvery Jew has a hidden natural love that would give up life rather than be separated from G‑d: the tip of the yud, rooted in the Infinite Light within the soul’s Chochmah. Aroused, it brings fear of sin even regarding the words of the Scribes, and it evokes G‑d’s own “not willing to listen.”¶3
  3. The yud: Chochmah, tzimtzum and nullifying one’s willChochmah emerges from the Infinite Light only through a radical tzimtzum, like hair from the brain; without it the worlds could not exist. The daily renewal of creation depends on a person’s own tzimtzum, “Nullify your will,” in thought, speech and action, through the Chochmah of the soul.¶4–5
  4. The first hei: contemplation, love and teshuvah in prayerBinah broadens the point of Chochmah into contemplation of G‑d’s greatness, which brings love and joy into the heart. Its arousal from below is the higher teshuvah, a cry from distress; in prayer it leads to “You shall love Havayah your G‑d” and to the request that G‑d’s “face” be drawn down.¶6–8
  5. The vav and final hei: Torah, mitzvos and charityThe Torah, the vav, draws G‑d’s light even into the “wilderness” of this world; the mitzvos in action, the final hei, reveal it there. Charity, their general expression, shows this in its spelling: tzedek becomes tzedakah when Chesed fills it.¶9
  6. Havayah from above: the penitent and the depths“Because Havayah your G‑d loved you” is a love from above that turns sins into merits. The penitent’s cry “with all your might” reaches the level of Yah and the prohibitions and reveals the soul’s ten hidden depths and a new Havayah, from which forgiveness flows, one depth on each of the Ten Days of Teshuvah until Yom Kippur.¶10–12

Key concepts

the tip of the yudקוצו של יו״ד
The point that rises above the first letter of Havayah; in the soul, the hidden natural love beyond reason that reaches toward the Infinite One.
the natural loveאהבה הטבעית
A love for G‑d built into the G‑dly soul, which would give up life rather than be separated from His unity; it stays hidden by the body until it is aroused.
tzimtzum (contraction)צמצום
G‑d’s concealment of His essence so that Chochmah, and through it the worlds, can exist; a person mirrors it by setting aside his own will.
“Nullify your will”בטל רצונך
The person’s own tzimtzum: restraining every desire that is not for G‑d, in thought, speech and action, even in what is permitted.
the higher teshuvahתשובה עילאה
A return from below upward that reveals the first hei, Binah: a cry from the distress of distance from G‑d that gathers the whole soul to Him.
“with all your might”ובכל מאדך
Love beyond the soul’s capacity, revealed above all in baalei teshuvah; it reaches the Name Yah and the hidden depths of the soul.
Yah and vav-heiי״ה / ו״ה
The two halves of Havayah: Yah, the source of the 365 prohibitions, is higher than vav-hei, the source of the positive commandments.
the depthsממעמקים
The hidden roots of the soul’s ten powers, “the depth of darkness,” revealed through teshuvah; one is drawn out on each of the Ten Days of Teshuvah.

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Why not listening is praise ¶1–2

1ולא אבה הוי׳ אלהיך לשמוע אל בלעם ויהפוך ה׳ אלקיך לך את הקללה לברכה כו׳.

“But Havayah your G‑d was not willing to listen to Bilam, and Havayah your G‑d turned the curse into a blessing for you,” etc.

Explanation

The maamar opens with a verse from Parshas Ki Teitzei about Bilam, the prophet hired to curse Israel: G‑d refused to listen to him and turned his intended curse into a blessing. The whole maamar explains what this refusal means and how a curse can become a blessing.

להבין מהו הפלא הגדול ועצום מה שלא אבה לשמוע בקול איש בליעל כבלעם הרשע וגם מהו ויהפוך ה׳ את הקללה לברכה מאחר שלא שמע אל בלעם כלל.

[We need] to understand: what is the great and tremendous wonder in His not being willing to listen to the voice of a base man such as the wicked Bilam? And also, what is [the meaning of] “Havayah turned the curse into a blessing,” since He did not listen to Bilam at all?

Explanation

The Alter Rebbe asks two questions. First, why the Torah presents it as a great wonder that G‑d did not heed a wicked man like Bilam, when no one would expect Him to. Second, if G‑d did not listen to Bilam at all, so that the curse never took effect, what there was to “turn” into a blessing.

הענין הוא שיש מקטרגים שמקטרגים על ישראל שלכך נוטלין שופר בר״ה [בראש השנה] לערבב הקטגור והוא שמחפש אחר עוונות בני ישראל ומדקדק אחריהם ללמד עליהם חובה

The matter is that there are accusers who accuse Israel, which is why the shofar is taken up on Rosh HaShanah, to confound the accuser; and he is the one who searches out the sins of the Children of Israel and scrutinizes them, to argue for their guilt.

Explanation

The answer begins with what Bilam stands for: the accuser on high, who seeks out the sins of Israel and builds a case against them. The shofar is sounded on Rosh HaShanah precisely to confound this accuser, which shows that his charges are a real threat.

וזהו נק׳ בחי׳ בלעם שכך היה דרכו של בלעם ג״כ שהיה מחפש ג״כ למצוא מקום עון לישראל ראש הפעור הנשקפה ע״פ הישימון וישת אל המדבר פניו מקומות שהיו עתידים שם ישראל לחטוא כו׳

And this is called the level of Bilam, for such was also Bilam’s way: he too searched to find a place of sin for Israel, “the top of Peor, which looks out over the wasteland,” and “he set his face toward the wilderness,” places where Israel were destined to sin, etc.

Explanation

Bilam worked the same way: he looked for spots connected with Israel’s sins, so that his curse would have a foothold. The verses describe him being taken to “the top of Peor” and turning his face “toward the wilderness,” and the Alter Rebbe reads these as places where Israel would later sin, so the accusation had real substance.

וזהו השבח ששיבח הכתוב כי אע״פ [אף על פי] שבא בטענה אעפ״כ [אף על פי כן] ולא אבה הוי׳ אלהיך לשמוע ופי׳ שלא אבה לשמוע אל דבריו כלל

And this is the praise that the verse offers: that although he came with a claim, nevertheless “Havayah your G‑d was not willing to listen.” And the meaning is that He was not willing to listen to his words at all;

Explanation

This is why the verse counts as praise: Bilam’s case was not baseless, and still “Havayah your G‑d was not willing to listen.” The Alter Rebbe stresses that this means G‑d did not hear his words at all.

ולא שיש להשיב על דבריו תשובה נצחת מטעם ודעת המושג ומובן רק שאין מקבלין ושומעין את דבריו כלל בלי טעם ודעת.

not that there is a conclusive answer to give in reply to his words, from reason and knowledge that can be grasped and understood, but only that his words are not received or listened to at all, without reason and knowledge.

Explanation

G‑d’s refusal is not the result of a winning argument that disproves the accusation on its own terms. He simply does not take it in, in a way that is beyond reason, and this “beyond reason” becomes the key to the whole maamar.

Paragraph 1 in brief

The paragraph sets out the maamar’s two questions on the verse about Bilam and begins the answer: Bilam stands for the accuser whose charges against Israel have substance, and G‑d’s praise is that He refuses to hear them at all, not by refuting them but beyond reason.

Deeper

Two ways of dismissing an accusation are contrasted: answering it with reasons, on its own level, or refusing to entertain it at all. The maamar goes on to show that the second, a refusal “without reason,” answers to something beyond reason in the Jewish soul; the second question, how the curse is turned into a blessing, is answered only at the end (paragraphs 10 to 12), where sins themselves are turned into merits.

Marei mekomos

  1. 1
    ולא אבה · הנחת כ״ק אדמו״ר האמצעי בסה״מ תקס״ו ע׳ שלד. עוד הגהות באוה״ת ע׳ תתקצה, שם ע׳ תתקפא מיוסד על הנחת אדה״א עם הגהות אחרות. שם ע׳ תתקצה הגהות נוספות.
  2. 2
    ולא אבה ה״א לשמוע אל בלעם · Deuteronomy 23:6
  3. 3
  4. 4
    ראש הפעור הנשקפה · Numbers 23:28
  5. 5
    וישת אל המדבר פניו · Numbers 24:1

2וכ״כ [וכמו כן] למה ביאר הכתוב ולא אבה הוי׳ אלהיך כי הוי׳ הוא אלהיך ממש שבכל נפש מישראל יש בחי׳ והארה משם הוי׳ וכמ״ש

And so too, [this is] why the verse spelled out, “But Havayah your G‑d was not willing”: because Havayah is truly your G‑d. For in every soul of Israel there is an aspect and a radiance of the Name Havayah, and as it is written,

Explanation

The Alter Rebbe explains why the verse names Havayah, the Name that expresses G‑d as He transcends all creation, as “your G‑d.” It is “yours” in the fullest sense, because every Jewish soul contains an aspect and a radiance of that very Name, and so G‑d’s refusal to hear the accuser comes from a level that is present within the Jew himself.

כי חלק הוי׳ עמו יעקב חבל נחלתו שהם חלק והארה משם הוי׳ ממש [ועמ״ש מזה בד״ה ראה אנכי].

“For Havayah’s portion is His people; Jacob is the lot of His inheritance”: that they are a portion and a radiance of the very Name Havayah. [And see what is written about this in the discourse beginning “See, I set before you.”]

Explanation

The proof is the verse “For Havayah’s portion is His people,” which the Alter Rebbe reads literally: the souls of Israel are a portion of the Name Havayah itself. A bracketed note refers the reader to the discourse on “See, I set before you” for more on this.

Paragraph 2 in brief

The paragraph explains why the verse speaks of “Havayah your G‑d”: the Name Havayah itself has a portion and a radiance in every Jewish soul.

Deeper

The word “your” carries the argument: the transcendent Name is “yours” because a portion of it is within each Jew. The following paragraphs map the letters of the Name onto the soul: the tip of the yud (paragraph 3), the yud (paragraphs 4 and 5), the first hei (paragraphs 6 to 8), and the vav and final hei (paragraph 9).

Marei mekomos

  1. 1
    שבכל נפש מישראל יש בחי׳ והארה משם ה׳ · חלק מכאן מובא בסה״מ תרכ״ט (הוצאת תשנ״ב) ע׳ רצט. וראה גם בספר השיחות תנש״א ע׳ 799 ואילך.
  2. 2
    כי חלק ה׳ עמו · Deuteronomy 32:9
  3. 3
    בד״ה ראה אנכי · לעיל יח, א.
  4. 4
    כי הנה בכל נפש מישראל . . קוצו של יו״ד · מובא באוה״ת שה״ש כרך א ע׳ קלא.

The tip of the yud: love beyond reason ¶3

3וביאור ענין זה הוא כי הנה בכל נפש מישראל יש בחי׳ אהבה הטבעית המיוסדת ומוטבעת בטבע נפשו האלהית

And the explanation of this matter is that in every soul of Israel there is the level of the natural love, founded and implanted in the nature of his G‑dly soul:

Explanation

Every Jew has a natural love for G‑d, built into the very nature of the G‑dly soul. It is not acquired through study or reasoning; it is part of what the soul is.

שלא להיות נפרד מיחודו ואחדותו ית׳ ואין אדם עובר עבירה אא״כ [אלא אם כן] נכנס בו רוח שטות המטעה אותו לומר שאף על פי כן עודנו ביהדותו כו׳

not to be separated from His unity and oneness, may He be blessed. And a person does not commit a sin unless a spirit of folly enters him, which misleads him into saying that even so he is still within his Judaism, etc.

Explanation

The content of this love is the soul’s refusal to be separated from G‑d’s unity. The Talmud teaches that a person sins only when a “spirit of folly” enters him, and the Alter Rebbe explains what that folly is: it persuades him that even after the sin he is still a Jew, still bound to G‑d, so the sin does not seem to touch that bond.

אבל ליפרד מיחודו ית׳ הרי אפי׳ [אפילו] קל שבקלים מוסר נפשו על ק״ה [קידוש השם] כו׳ מחמת טבע נפשו נר ה׳ נשמת אדם כנר הדולק שהשלהבת עולה מאליה כו׳

But to be separated from His unity, may He be blessed: even the most unworthy of the unworthy gives up his life for the sanctification of G‑d’s Name, etc., because of the nature of his soul, “The lamp of Havayah is the soul of man,” like a burning lamp, whose flame rises of itself, etc.,

Explanation

When the choice is openly one of being cut off from G‑d, as when a Jew is told to deny Him, even the least observant will give up his life for the sanctification of G‑d’s Name. This comes from the soul’s nature, which Proverbs calls “the lamp of Havayah”: like a flame that rises upward by itself, the soul strives toward its source.

בלי טעם ודעת אלא שהיא מסותרת ומכוסה בלבוש שק הוא הגוף הגשמי וממנו בא הרוח שטות כו׳

without reason and knowledge; except that it is hidden and covered by a garment of sackcloth, which is the physical body, and from it comes the spirit of folly, etc.

Explanation

This readiness to give up one’s life involves no reasoning or calculation. Yet the love is usually hidden, covered by the physical body, which the Alter Rebbe calls a “garment of sackcloth,” and it is from the body that the spirit of folly comes.

אבל כשמעורר את האהבה עד שתחפץ לצאת מלבושיה הרי הוא בא לידי יראת חטא שלא לעבור אפי׳ [אפילו] על דבר קל של ד״ס כי חמורים ד״ס יותר מד״ת [מדברי תורה] שלכן נקראו סופרים כי

But when he arouses the love, until it desires to go out of its garments, then he comes to the fear of sin: not to transgress even a light matter of the words of the Scribes (divrei sofrim), for the words of the Scribes are more stringent than the words of Torah; which is why they are called Sofrim, for

Explanation

When a person deliberately arouses this love until it “desires to go out of its garments,” it produces fear of sin, a care that guards even against light rabbinic prohibitions. The Sages teach that the words of the Scribes are more stringent than the words of Torah, and the Alter Rebbe now explains why the Sages are called Sofrim.

הנה יש בחי׳ סופר וספר וספור ספר הוא בחי׳ תשב״כ [תורה שבכתב] וסופר הוא העושה את הספר היא בחי׳ תשבע״פ [תורה שבעל פה] א״ח [אשת חיל] עטרת בעלה כו׳

there are the levels of sofer (scribe), sefer (book) and sippur (telling). The sefer is the level of the Written Torah, and the sofer is the one who makes the sefer, which is the level of the Oral Torah: “A woman of valor is the crown of her husband,” etc.

Explanation

The triad of scribe, book and telling echoes the opening of Sefer Yetzirah. In the Alter Rebbe’s image the “book” is the Written Torah and the “scribe,” who makes the book, is the Oral Torah; the Oral Torah is thus the “woman of valor” who is the “crown” of her “husband,” the Written Torah, and this is why the words of the Scribes carry such weight.

[ועמ״ש מזה בד״ה ושאבתם מים בששון ובד״ה שחורה אני ונאוה] ובחי׳ אהבה זו הוא בחי׳ קוצו של יו״ד של שם הוי׳

[And see what is written about this in the discourse beginning “You shall draw water with joy” and in the discourse beginning “I am black, yet comely.”] And this level of love is the level of the tip of the yud of the Name Havayah;

Explanation

A bracketed note sends the reader to two other discourses on this subject. The Alter Rebbe then identifies the hidden love with the tip of the yud: the small point that rises above the letter yud, the first letter of the Name Havayah.

כי הקוץ שעל היו״ד פונה למעלה ורומז שהוא נמשך למעלה לא״ס ב״ה שהוא למעלה מגדר ההשגה ולית מחשבה תפיסא ביה וכולא קמי׳ [קמיה] כלא חשיב כי אני ה׳ לא שניתי כו׳

for the tip atop the yud points upward, and alludes to its being drawn upward, to the Infinite One (Ein Sof), blessed be He, who is above the bounds of comprehension, and “no thought can grasp Him,” and “all before Him is accounted as nothing”; “For I, Havayah, have not changed,” etc.

Explanation

Because the tip of the yud points upward, beyond the letter itself, it stands for the soul’s bond with the Infinite One, who is beyond all comprehension: “no thought can grasp Him,” all before Him is “as nothing,” and He never changes. That is where the hidden love reaches.

וכך הוא ענין אהבה זו שהיא בלי טעם ודעת היא מצד השראת אור א״ס ב״ה ממש המלובש בחכמה שמחיה את הנפש שהיא למעלה מגדר ההשגה כו׳

And such is the matter of this love, which is without reason and knowledge: it stems from the indwelling of the very Infinite Light (Or Ein Sof), blessed be He, which is clothed in the Chochmah (wisdom) that gives life to the soul, which is above the bounds of comprehension, etc.

Explanation

The love is beyond reason because what dwells in it is the Infinite Light itself, clothed in the soul’s Chochmah, the power that gives the soul life and stands above comprehension. Since its root is beyond understanding, the love it produces is beyond understanding too.

ולכן היא כשלהבת העולה מאליה ומעצמה כו׳ רק לפי שהיא מסותרת צריך האדם לעוררה ובאתעדל״ת [ובאתערותא דלתתא] אתעדל״ע [אתערותא דלעילא] להיות ג״כ ולא אבה לשמוע מבחי׳

Therefore it is like a flame that rises of itself and on its own, etc.; but because it is hidden, a person must arouse it. And through an arousal from below (isarusa dilesata) there is an arousal from above (isarusa dile’eila), so that there is also “He was not willing to listen,” from the level

Explanation

Like a flame that rises by itself, this love moves upward of its own accord, but because it is hidden a person must awaken it. When he does, his arousal from below evokes a matching arousal from above: G‑d too acts beyond reason and “was not willing to listen” to the accuser.

שהיא למעלה מן הטעם והדעת [ועיין בשע״ק [בשערי קדושה] להרח״ו [להרבי חיים ויטאל] ח״ג [חלק ג׳] שער א׳ כי קוצו של יו״ד כו׳ ע״ש וע״ש שער ב׳ ויחידה כו׳]:

that is above reason and knowledge. [And see Sha’arei Kedushah by Rabbi Chaim Vital, Part III, Gate 1: “for the tip of the yud,” etc.; see there. And see there, Gate 2: “and Yechidah,” etc.]

Explanation

This answers the first question: G‑d’s refusal, beyond reason, to hear the accuser mirrors the Jew’s love for Him beyond reason. The Alter Rebbe adds a reference to Rabbi Chaim Vital’s Sha’arei Kedushah, which speaks of the tip of the yud and of Yechidah, the innermost level of the soul.

Paragraph 3 in brief

The paragraph explains the hidden natural love in every Jew, a love beyond reason that would give up life rather than be separated from G‑d; it is the tip of the yud of Havayah, rooted in the Infinite Light within the soul’s Chochmah. When a person arouses it, G‑d responds in kind and, beyond reason, refuses to hear the accuser.

Deeper

In Sha’arei Kedushah, Part III, Gate 1, Rabbi Chaim Vital writes that the five worlds together are one Havayah: the tip of the yud is Adam Kadmon, which is so hidden it has no full letter, while the yud, the hei, the vav and the final hei are Atzilus, Beriah, Yetzirah and Asiyah. In Gate 2 he writes that the soul’s Yechidah derives from Adam Kadmon, so the love beyond reason, the tip of the yud in the soul, corresponds to Yechidah, the innermost point of the soul.

Marei mekomos

  1. 1
  2. 2
    ואין אדם עובר עבירה · Sotah 3a:4–5
  3. 3
    נר ה׳ נשמת אדם · Proverbs 20:27
  4. 4
    חמורים ד״ס יותר מד״ת · Sanhedrin 88b
  5. 5
    חמורים ד״ס יותר מד״ת · Eruvin 21b
  6. 6
    חמורים ד״ס יותר מד״ת · Shir HaShirim Rabbah 1:3
  7. 7
    נקראו סופרים · Kiddushin 30a:11
  8. 8
    יש בחי׳ סופר וספר וספור · ראה ס״י בתחלתו.
  9. 9
    סופר וספר וספור · Sefer Yetzirah 1:1
  10. 10
    בד״ה ושאבתם מים בששון · לקמן דרושים לסוכות פ, ב.
  11. 11
    ובד״ה שחורה אני ונאוה · Song of Songs 7:1
  12. 12
    בחי׳ קוצו של יוד · ראה ד״ה וכל העם רואים תרמ״ז (בסה״מ תרמ״ו-נ) ע׳ תל. ובספר השיחות תנש״א ע׳ 800 הערה 43, שיחת ש״פ תצא.
  13. 13
    ולית מחשבה תפיסא ביה · Tikkunei Zohar 17a:10–12
  14. 14
    כולא קמי׳ כלא חשיב · Zohar I, 11b
  15. 15
    אני ה׳ לא שניתי · Malachi 3:6
  16. 16
    בשע״ק להרח״ו ח״ג שער א׳ · ראה לקמן שה״ש מ, ד.
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    כי קוצו של יו״ד · Sha'arei Kedusha, Part 3 1:6
  18. 18
    א״ח עט״ב · Proverbs 12:4
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    ולית מח׳ תפיסא בי׳ · ת״ז בהקדמה (פתח אלי׳).

The yud: Chochmah, tzimtzum and nullifying one’s will ¶4–5

4ב וביאור ענין היו״ד של שם הוי׳ איך הוא בנפש הנה היו״ד הוא בחי׳ חכמה כח מ״ה [מה] שהיא בחי׳ הצמצום שאינה אלא בחי׳ נקודה כו׳

2. And the explanation of the matter of the yud of the Name Havayah, how it is in the soul: the yud is the level of Chochmah (wisdom), ko’ach mah (the potential of “what”), which is the level of the tzimtzum (contraction), for it is only the level of a point, etc.

Explanation

The second section explains how the yud of Havayah is present in the soul. The yud stands for Chochmah, called ko’ach mah, “the potential of what”: a first point of insight, not yet defined. Being a mere point, it expresses tzimtzum, contraction.

והענין כי הנה נודע שלהיות התהוות בחי׳ חכמה שהיא ראשית גילוי ההשתלשלות מאור א״ס ב״ה

The matter is this. It is known that the coming into being of the level of Chochmah, which is the beginning of the revelation of the chain of descending worlds (hishtalshelus), from the Infinite Light (Or Ein Sof), blessed be He,

Explanation

It is an accepted principle that Chochmah, the very first revelation in the whole chain of worlds, comes from the Infinite Light, which is utterly beyond that chain.

שהוא למעלה מעלה מבחי׳ וגדר ההשתלשלות הוא ע״י כמה צמצומים וירידת האור בהעלם אחר העלם עד שירדה ונמשכה הארה מועטת ומצומצמת

which is far, far above the level and bounds of the chain of descent, is through many contractions and the descent of the light in concealment after concealment, until there descended and was drawn forth a radiance that is slight and contracted

Explanation

To bring Chochmah into being, the Infinite Light passed through many contractions, one concealment after another, until only a faint and greatly reduced glimmer of it remained.

מאד כדמיון הארה היוצאת דרך שערות הראש שצומחין ויונקין מן המוחין שבראש דרך הגולגלתא החופפת על המוחין שמעלמת ומסתרת את המוחין עצמן שלא יהיו בגילוי

exceedingly, like the radiance that comes out through the hairs of the head, which grow and draw nourishment from the brain in the head through the skull that overarches the brain, which conceals and hides the brain itself so that it should not be revealed,

Explanation

The Alter Rebbe offers an analogy: hair grows from a trace of vitality that comes from the brain, but only by way of the skull. The skull covers and hides the brain, so what reaches the hair is not the brain’s own life.

כדי שעי״ז תצמחנה השערות מעצם הגולגלתא החופף ומכסה על המוחין והארה ההיא היא מצומצמת מאד עד שאין לה ערך ויחוס עם הארת המוחין עצמן כמו שאין ערך ויחוס לשערות עם המוחין

so that, through this, the hairs may grow from the bone of the skull that overarches and covers the brain. And that radiance is exceedingly contracted, to the point that it has no comparison or relation to the radiance of the brain itself, just as the hairs have no comparison or relation to the brain;

Explanation

The skull’s covering is what allows hair to grow at all, yet the vitality in the hair is so reduced that it bears no comparison to the life of the brain; hair and brain belong to different categories.

שהרי אפילו אם מגלחין את השערות לא ירגיש כאב במוחין כלל כך ככל המשל הזה ויותר מזה לאין קץ הוא ענין התהוות החכמה מלמעלה מן החכמה מאור א״ס ב״ה

for even if the hairs are shaved off, no pain at all is felt in the brain. So, entirely like this analogy, and endlessly more so, is the matter of the coming into being of Chochmah from what is above Chochmah, from the Infinite Light, blessed be He,

Explanation

The proof is that cutting hair causes the brain no pain. Chochmah’s relation to its source above it, the Infinite Light, is like this, and infinitely more so.

שהוא רם ונשא כו׳ יותר מהתהוות המדות אהוי״ר [אהבה ויראה] מן החב״ד [החכמה בינה ודעת] שעצמיות החב״ד [החכמה בינה ודעת] הן מלובשות במדות

which is high and exalted, etc., more so than [in] the coming into being of the emotive attributes (middos), love and awe, from Chochmah, Binah (understanding) and Daas (knowledge), for the very essence of Chochmah, Binah and Daas is clothed in the emotive attributes.

Explanation

The contrast is with the emotions, love and awe, which grow out of the intellect, Chochmah, Binah and Daas: there the very essence of the intellect is present in the emotions it produces. The gap between the exalted Infinite Light and Chochmah is far greater.

אבל התהוות החכמה מאור א״ס ב״ה אין עצמיות אור א״ס ב״ה מלובש בה אלא הארה מועטת ומצומצמת מן ההעלם

But in the coming into being of Chochmah from the Infinite Light, blessed be He, the essence of the Infinite Light, blessed be He, is not clothed in it; only a slight and contracted radiance, from the concealment,

Explanation

In the emergence of Chochmah the essence of the Infinite Light is not present at all. Chochmah receives only a faint, contracted glimmer, and even that comes out of concealment.

דהיינו לאחר ההעלם וההסתר עצמיות אוא״ס [אור אין סוף] ב״ה וכמ״ש ישת חשך סתרו שמסתתר בבחי׳חשך והעלם להיות גילוי ההארה בבחי׳ חכמה ראשית גילוי ההשתלשלות וזהו ה׳ מלך גאות לבש כו׳

that is, after the concealment and hiding of the essence of the Infinite Light, blessed be He. As it is written, “He made darkness His hiding place”: He hides Himself in the level of darkness and concealment, so that there may be a revelation of the radiance in the level of Chochmah, the beginning of the revelation of the chain of descent. And this is [the meaning of] “Havayah reigns; He is clothed in majesty,” etc.,

Explanation

The glimmer appears only after the essence of the Infinite Light has been hidden, as the verse says, “He made darkness His hiding place”: G‑d conceals Himself so that a measured revelation, Chochmah, can appear. “Havayah reigns; He is clothed in majesty” says the same thing: G‑d puts on a “garment.”

אף תכון תבל כו׳ שכדי להיות תכון תבל הוצרך להתלבש אור א״ס ב״ה בבחי׳ לבוש וכסוי שלא יאיר ויתגלה כמו שהוא אלא בבחי׳ צמצום כו׳

“the world, too, is firmly established,” etc.: in order that “the world be firmly established,” the Infinite Light, blessed be He, had to clothe itself in the level of a garment and covering, so that it would not shine and be revealed as it is, but only in the level of tzimtzum, etc.

Explanation

The verse goes on, “the world, too, is firmly established”: the world can stand only because the Infinite Light has clothed itself and does not shine as it is, but only through tzimtzum.

וז״ש [וזהו שכתוב] בראשית ברא אלקים כו׳ בראשית בגילוי בחי׳ ראשית הגילוי היא בחי׳ חכמה ברא אלקים במדת הצמצום וכמארז״ל [וכמאמר רבותינו זכרונם לברכה] בתחלה עלה במחשבה לברא במדה״ד [במדת הדין] כו׳

And this is [the meaning of] what is written, “In the beginning Elokim created,” etc.: “Bereshis,” with the revelation of the level of the beginning of revelation, which is the level of Chochmah; “Elokim created,” with the attribute of tzimtzum. And as our Sages, of blessed memory, said, “At first it arose in [His] thought to create [it] with the attribute of judgment,” etc.

Explanation

The first verse of the Torah teaches the same. “Bereshis,” “in the beginning,” refers to Chochmah, the reishis or “beginning” of revelation, and it was created by “Elokim,” the Name associated with tzimtzum and judgment; so too Rashi brings the Sages’ teaching that G‑d first thought to create the world with the attribute of judgment.

כי היא הארה מצומצמת כדי להיות ראשית הגילוי בהשתלשלות העולמות כי החכמה ראשית גילוי ההשגה וההבנה באור א״ס ב״ה המתגלה בבחי׳ בינה

For it is a contracted radiance, so that it may be the beginning of revelation in the chain of descent of the worlds; for Chochmah is the beginning of the revelation of the comprehension and understanding of the Infinite Light, blessed be He, which is revealed in the level of Binah,

Explanation

Chochmah has to be a contracted glimmer because it is the starting point of the worlds’ chain of descent. It is the first flash of grasping the Infinite Light, a grasp that is then unfolded in Binah.

שהיא ה׳ עילאה בחי׳ התפשטות אורך ורוחב כו׳ ממכ״ע [ממלא כל עלמין] וסוכ״ע כו׳ אלא שבחכמה ההשגה ההיא בבחי׳ העלם שאינה מאירה ומתגלה

which is the upper hei, the level of expansion, in length and breadth, etc., of the light that fills all worlds (memalei kol almin) and the light that encompasses all worlds (sovev kol almin), etc. Except that in Chochmah that comprehension is in a state of concealment, for it does not shine and become revealed

Explanation

Binah is the first hei of the Name, a letter that extends in length and breadth: the developed understanding of how G‑d fills and encompasses all worlds. In Chochmah this grasp is still concealed and not yet spread out.

אלא כברק המבריק במוח שכלו של אדם עד״מ ובלתי צמצום אור א״ס ב״ה והתלבשותו בבחינת חכמה לא היה יכול להיות התפשטות בחי׳ ממכ״ע [ממלא כל עלמין] וסוכ״ע שהיו העולמות בטלים במציאות לגמרי והיו אין ואפס ממש

except like lightning that flashes in the mind of a person’s intellect, by way of analogy. And without the tzimtzum of the Infinite Light, blessed be He, and its being clothed in the level of Chochmah, there could not have been the expansion of the level of the light that fills all worlds and the light that encompasses all worlds; for the worlds would have been utterly nullified out of existence, and would have been truly nothing and naught.

Explanation

Chochmah is like a flash of lightning in the mind. Without the tzimtzum of the Infinite Light into Chochmah, the divine light that fills and encompasses the worlds could not have spread forth; the worlds would have been wholly nullified and would not exist at all.

כי גם עכשיו אחר שנבראו העולמות הרי קמי׳ [קמיה] כולא כלא אלא שהוא כלא בכ״ף הדמיון ולא לא ממש ואף גם זאת אינו אלא קמי׳ [קמיה] ולא לגבי הנבראים.

For even now, after the worlds have been created, “before Him all is as nothing”; but it is “as nothing” (kelo), with the kaf of comparison, and not actually “nothing” (lo); and even this is only before Him, and not in relation to the created beings.

Explanation

Even now that the worlds exist, before G‑d they are kelo, “as nothing,” where the letter kaf means “like”: they resemble nothingness without actually being nothing. Even this is so only from G‑d’s side; from the side of the creations, they truly exist.

אבל אם היה אור א״ס ב״ה מתגלה כמו שהוא היו בטלים ממש והיו אין ולא ממש

But if the Infinite Light, blessed be He, were revealed as it is, they would be truly nullified, and would be nothing (ayin) and actually “nothing” (lo).

Explanation

Were the Infinite Light revealed as it is, the worlds would cease entirely: not “as nothing,” but actually nothing.

ולכן אמרז״ל [אמרו רבותינו זכרונם לברכה] בשעה שקטרגו המלאכים ואמרו מה אנוש כו׳ הושיט אצבעו הקטנה ב יניהן ושרפן פי׳ שהושיט והמשיך גילוי עצמותו ית׳ יותר מכדי מדה ושיעור המצומצם בהשגת המלאכים מעט מזעיר בחי׳ אצבעו הקטנה

Therefore our Sages, of blessed memory, said that when the angels accused and said, “What is man,” etc., “He stretched out His little finger among them and burned them.” The meaning is that He extended and drew forth a revelation of His essence, may He be blessed, beyond the contracted measure and limit of the angels’ comprehension: a tiny bit, the level of “His little finger”

Explanation

This explains the Talmud’s account: when angels objected to the creation of man, saying “What is man,” G‑d “stretched out His little finger among them and burned them.” The Alter Rebbe reads the “little finger” as a tiny revelation of G‑d’s essence, slightly beyond the measure fitted to the angels’ grasp, and that alone consumed them.

(וע׳ בפרדס בתחלתו בשם ספר יצירה עשר ספירות בלי מה מספר עשר אצבעות כו׳ ובזח״ב [ובזהר חלק ב׳] ר״פ יתרו)

(And see Pardes at its beginning, citing Sefer Yetzirah: “Ten Sefiros without ‘what’ (beli mah), the number of the ten fingers,” etc.; and Zohar, Part II, at the beginning of Parshas Yisro.)

Explanation

A parenthesis supports the image of the finger: Pardes quotes Sefer Yetzirah, which matches the ten Sefiros to the ten fingers, and the Zohar speaks of the fingers at the beginning of Parshas Yisro. A “finger” is thus a divine attribute, a measured revelation.

ואזי ושרפן שנשרפו ונתבטלו במציאות לגמרי והיו כלא היו רק הצמצום הוא הגורם התהוות העולמות.

And then “and burned them”: they were burned and utterly nullified out of existence, and were as though they had never been. It is only the tzimtzum that brings about the coming into being of the worlds.

Explanation

Faced with more revelation than they could hold, the angels were burned and ceased to exist. The lesson is that it is only the tzimtzum that allows the worlds to come into being.

והנה תחלת בריאת העולמות היה מפני כי חפץ חסד הוא אך מה שבטובו מחדש בכל יום תמיד מעשה בראשית מחדש בבחי׳ יש מבחי׳ חכמה וצמצום בכל יום

Now, the beginning of the creation of the worlds was because “He desires kindness.” But [the fact] that “in His goodness He renews each day, continually, the work of Creation,” renewing [it] as existence (yesh) from the level of Chochmah and tzimtzum each day,

Explanation

The first creation came from G‑d’s own desire for kindness, without any prompting. But, as the blessing before the morning Shema says, “in His goodness He renews each day, continually, the work of Creation,” bringing the world into being anew each day as a distinct existence, through Chochmah and tzimtzum.

כי בכל יום מתחדשת הארה אחרת [וגם בכל שעה מתחדש צירוף שם הוי׳ כו׳] באתעדל״ת [באתערותא דלתתא] תליא מילתא וצ״ל צמצום והעלם זה גם באתעדל״ת [באתערותא דלתתא] והוא להיות בחי׳ בטל רצונך כו׳

since each day a different radiance is renewed [and also each hour a combination of the Name Havayah is renewed, etc.], depends on the arousal from below (isarusa dilesata). And this tzimtzum and concealment must also be in the arousal from below: namely, to be the level of “Nullify your will,” etc.;

Explanation

Since each day brings a new divine radiance, and even each hour a new combination of the letters of Havayah, this daily renewal depends on human initiative, the arousal from below. A person must therefore make a tzimtzum of his own, in the spirit of the Mishnah’s “Nullify your will before His will.”

דהיינו לצמצם ולכבוש את כל רצונותיו אשר לא לה׳ המה הן במחשבה רבות מחשבות בלב איש

that is, to contract and subdue all his desires that are not for G‑d: whether in thought, “Many are the thoughts in a man’s heart,

Explanation

This personal tzimtzum means restraining and subduing every desire that is not for G‑d. It begins in thought: a person has many plans of his own, but only G‑d’s counsel will stand.

ועצת ה׳ היא תקום והן בדבור שלא להיו׳ [להיות] דבורו ורוח פיו כרצונו והן במעש׳ עוצם עיניו מראות ברע ולא תתורו אחרי לבבכם כו׳

but the counsel of Havayah, it shall stand”; or in speech, that his speech and the breath of his mouth not be as he wishes; or in action, “he shuts his eyes from seeing evil,” and “you shall not stray after your heart,” etc.;

Explanation

It extends to speech, not saying whatever one wishes, and to action, as in “he shuts his eyes from seeing evil” and “you shall not stray after your heart.”

בין באיסור בין בהיתר כמארז״ל [כמאמר רבותינו זכרונם לברכה] קדש א״ע [את עצמו] במותר לך והוא בכל שיעור קומה של אדם להשליך נפשו ורצונו מנגד כו׳

whether in what is forbidden or in what is permitted, as our Sages, of blessed memory, said, “Sanctify yourself in what is permitted to you.” And this is in the entire stature of a person: to cast aside his soul and his will, etc.

Explanation

The restraint applies even to what is permitted, in keeping with the Talmud’s “Sanctify yourself in what is permitted to you,” and it takes in the whole person, all his faculties, setting aside his own self and will.

וביטול זה הוא בבחי׳ חכמה כי בחכמה אתברירו לברר הטוב מהרע ולבטל רצון הרע מפני הטוב בכח החכמה שבנפש

And this self-nullification (bittul) is in the level of Chochmah, for “through Chochmah they were refined”: to sift the good from the evil and to nullify the will for evil before the good, by the power of the Chochmah in the soul.

Explanation

Such self-nullification belongs to Chochmah, for “through Chochmah they were refined”: Chochmah sorts good from evil, and the soul’s Chochmah is what enables a person to set aside his desire for evil in favor of the good.

ולכן ארז״ל [אמרו רבותינו זכרונם לברכה] קדש א״ע [את עצמו] כו׳ כי קדש הוא בחכמה כמו קדש לי כל בכור כו׳.

Therefore our Sages, of blessed memory, said, “Sanctify yourself,” etc.; for kodesh (holiness) is in Chochmah, as in “Sanctify to Me every firstborn,” etc.

Explanation

This is why the Sages put it as “sanctify yourself”: holiness is bound up with Chochmah. The verse “Sanctify to Me every firstborn” shows the link, for Chochmah is the “firstborn,” the first of all levels.

Paragraph 4 in brief

The paragraph explains the yud of Havayah: Chochmah emerges from the Infinite Light only through a radical tzimtzum, like hair from the brain, and without it the worlds could not exist. Because the daily renewal of creation depends on human initiative, a person must make a matching tzimtzum, setting aside his own desires through the Chochmah of his soul.

Deeper

The Likkutei Torah passage on Parshas Balak that the note cites calls supernal Chochmah “firstborn,” the beginning of revelation, and quotes the Zohar: “Sanctify to Me every firstborn: this is the yud, which is holy, the firstborn of all the supernal holinesses.” This is the chain the maamar relies on: holiness, Chochmah, the yud. The distinction between kelo (“as nothing”) and lo (“nothing”) means the tzimtzum does not make the worlds independent of G‑d: they exist from their own side, while before Him they remain as nothing.

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    קדש את עצמך במותר לך · Yevamot 20a:15

5וע״י בחי׳ ביטול זה שבאתעדל״ת [שבאתערותא דלתתא] שמבטל ומסלק א״ע [את עצמו] ורצונו ליבטל אליו ית׳ אתעדל״ע [אתערותא דלעילא] להיות ביטול וסילוק עצמיות אור א״ס ב״ה שלא יאיר ויתגלה

And through this level of self-nullification (bittul) in the arousal from below (isarusa dilesata), in which he nullifies and removes himself and his will so as to be nullified to Him, may He be blessed, there is an arousal from above (isarusa dile’eila): that there be a nullification and withdrawal of the essence of the Infinite Light (Or Ein Sof), blessed be He, so that it does not shine and become revealed

Explanation

Here is the effect of the person’s self-nullification. When he sets aside himself and his will before G‑d, this arousal from below evokes a matching arousal from above: the essence of the Infinite Light withdraws and conceals itself, so that it does not shine openly.

אלא בבחי׳ צמצום בהעלם אחר העלם בבחינת ישת חשך סתרו חשך ולא אור ויהי׳ [ויהיה] גילוי בחי׳ יו״ד שהיא חכמה כו׳ ע״י בחי׳ יו״ד חכמה שבנפש:

except in the level of tzimtzum (contraction), in concealment after concealment, in the mode of “He made darkness His hiding place,” darkness and not light. And there will be a revelation of the level of the yud, which is Chochmah (wisdom), etc., through the level of the yud, the Chochmah, that is in the soul.

Explanation

The Infinite Light then shines only through tzimtzum, concealment after concealment, “He made darkness His hiding place,” and this is exactly what allows the yud, Chochmah, to be revealed above. The yud above is revealed through the yud of the soul, its Chochmah, which carries out the self-nullification.

Paragraph 5 in brief

The paragraph completes the account of the yud: a person’s tzimtzum of his own will draws down G‑d’s tzimtzum of His essence, through which Chochmah, the yud, is revealed and creation is renewed.

Deeper

The correspondence is measure for measure: setting aside one’s will below is itself a tzimtzum, and it calls forth the divine tzimtzum above. The same pattern, an arousal in the soul that reveals the matching letter above, governs each letter of the Name in the sections that follow.

Marei mekomos

  1. 1
    ישת חשך סתרו · Psalms 18:12

The first hei: contemplation, love and teshuvah in prayer ¶6–8

6ג וענין הה׳ של שם הוי׳ שבנפש הוא כי הנה ה׳ ראשונה היא בחי׳ בינה עילאה בחי׳ התפשטות הה׳ באורך ורוחב ממכ״ע [ממלא כל עלמין] וסוכ״ע מן צמצום הנקודה כו׳

3. And the matter of the hei of the Name Havayah in the soul is this: the first hei is the level of supernal Binah (understanding), the level of the expansion of the hei, in length and breadth, of the light that fills all worlds (memalei kol almin) and the light that encompasses all worlds (sovev kol almin), from the tzimtzum (contraction) of the point, etc.

Explanation

The third section turns to the first hei of Havayah, which is supernal Binah. Unlike the yud, a mere point, the letter hei extends in length and breadth: Binah unfolds the point of Chochmah into a full understanding of how G‑d fills and encompasses all worlds.

ובנפש הוא התפשטות והתרחבות ההשגה מן ברק המבריק במוח שהיא בחי׳ נקודה כו׳ להיות מרחיב דעתו ובינתו בגדולת א״ס ב״ה איך שהוא ממכ״ע [ממלא כל עלמין] וסוכ״ע בהארה אחת מצומצמת כו׳.

And in the soul it is the expansion and broadening of comprehension from the lightning that flashes in the brain, which is the level of a point, etc.: that he broaden his knowledge and understanding in the greatness of the Infinite One (Ein Sof), blessed be He, how He fills all worlds and encompasses all worlds with one contracted radiance, etc.

Explanation

In the soul, this hei is contemplation: taking the flash of insight and broadening it, expanding one’s mind and understanding in the greatness of the Infinite One. One reflects on how all the worlds, those He fills and those He encompasses, come from a single contracted glimmer of His light.

Paragraph 6 in brief

The paragraph introduces the first hei of Havayah, Binah, as the expansion of Chochmah’s point; in the soul it is broad, detailed contemplation of G‑d’s greatness.

Deeper

The shapes of the letters carry the meaning: the yud is a point without extension, while the hei has length and breadth. Paragraph 4 already called Binah “the upper hei.”

7ועי״ז יהיה ג״כ ההתפשטות וההתגלות בלב והתלהבות והתלהטות רשפי אש האהבה וכן שמחת הנפש בה׳ עושה הוא ע״י התרחבות

And through this there will also be the expansion and revelation in the heart, and the flaming and blazing of the fiery flashes of love; and likewise the soul’s joy in G‑d, its Maker, comes through the broadening

Explanation

Broad contemplation in the mind brings an expansion and revelation in the heart: blazing, fiery love for G‑d, and the soul’s joy in its Maker. Both come from the breadth of the contemplation.

ההתבוננות בלב אם הבנים שמחה ואתעדל״ת [ואתערותא דלתתא] לגילוי בחי׳ ה׳ זו היא בחי׳ תשובה עילאה ממטה למעלה [וזהו תשובה תשוב ה׳] ויצעקו אל ה׳ בצר להם

of contemplation in the heart: “a joyful mother of children.” And the arousal from below (isarusa dilesata) for the revelation of this level of hei is the level of the higher teshuvah (return), from below upward [and this is “teshuvah”: tashuv hei, “the hei shall return”]: “and they cried out to Havayah in their distress,”

Explanation

Binah is called “a joyful mother of children,” since it gives birth to the emotions with joy. The arousal from below that reveals this hei is the “higher teshuvah,” a return from below upward; the Zohar reads teshuvah as tashuv hei, “the hei shall return,” and it takes the form of a cry from distress, “they cried out to Havayah in their distress.”

כי הירידה מאור פניו ית׳ הוא בבחי׳ צר בבחי׳ הארה מועטת ומצומצמת ובפרט אם ישים אשם נפשו מכל מעשיו דבוריו ומחשבותיו אשר לא לה׳

for the descent from the light of His countenance, may He be blessed, is in the level of “distress” (tzar, narrowness), in the level of a slight and contracted radiance; and especially if he holds his soul guilty for all his deeds, words and thoughts which are not for G‑d,

Explanation

The “distress” (tzar, also “narrowness”) is the soul’s awareness that it receives only a narrow, contracted glimmer of G‑d’s light. It is felt all the more when a person holds himself guilty for deeds, words and thoughts that were not for G‑d.

המה אשר בהבל בא ובחשך ילך ואי לזאת ישים אליו לבו רוחו ונשמתו אליו יאסוף לדבקה בו ית׳ ממש ורוח אייתי רוח ואמשיך רוח כו׳.

he who “came in vanity and goes in darkness.” And therefore “he sets his heart toward Him; his spirit and his soul he gathers to Him,” to cleave to Him, may He be blessed, truly; and “spirit brings spirit and draws spirit,” etc.

Explanation

He sees that such a life “comes in vanity and goes in darkness,” and so he turns his whole heart, spirit and soul to G‑d, to cleave to Him. The Zohar’s principle “spirit brings spirit and draws spirit” means that this outpouring of the person’s spirit draws down G‑d’s spirit in return.

Paragraph 7 in brief

The paragraph shows how contemplation of G‑d’s greatness brings love and joy into the heart, and identifies the arousal from below for this hei: the higher teshuvah, a cry from the distress of distance from G‑d that gathers the whole soul to Him.

Deeper

In the Raaya Mehemna passage the note cites, teshuvah is identified with Binah, and the word is read as tashuv hei, the hei returning to the vav so that the Name is complete. The Zohar’s passage on “spirit draws spirit,” also cited, adds that everything depends on desire, and gives as its sign the same verse from Job that the Alter Rebbe uses here.

Marei mekomos

  1. 1
    רשפי אש · Song of Songs 8:6
  2. 2
    אם הבנים שמחה · Psalms 113:9
  3. 3
    תשובה תשוב ה׳ · Zohar III, 122a
  4. 4
    ויצעקו אל ה׳ בצר להם · Psalms 107:6
  5. 5
    בהבל בא ובחשך ילך · Ecclesiastes 6:4
  6. 6
    ישים אליו לבו רוחו ונשמתו אליו יאסוף · Job 34:14
  7. 7
    ורוח אייתי רוח · Zohar II, 162b

8ועד״ז סובב הולך כל ענין התפלה להתבונן בירידת והשתלשלות אור א״ס ב״ה בהארה מועטת ומצומצמת בחי׳ ממכ״ע [ממלא כל עלמין] וסוכ״ע עד שיהללו את שם ה׳ כו׳ בחי׳ שם בלבד וישתבח שמך לעד כו׳

In the same way, the whole matter of prayer revolves around this: to contemplate the descent of the Infinite Light (Or Ein Sof), blessed be He, and its chain of descent (hishtalshelus), in a slight and contracted radiance, the level of the light that fills all worlds (memalei kol almin) and the light that encompasses all worlds (sovev kol almin), until “they praise the Name of Havayah,” etc., the level of a name alone, and “May Your Name be praised forever,” etc.;

Explanation

The whole of prayer follows this pattern: one contemplates how the Infinite Light descends, step by step, as a faint, contracted glimmer that fills and encompasses all worlds. The morning prayers reach “let them praise the Name of Havayah” and “May Your Name be praised forever,” for all of creation comes only from G‑d’s “Name,” a mere glimmer of Him.

בכדי שעי״ז יבא לקיום ואהבת בק״ש [בקריאת שמע] את הוי׳ אלהיך ממש להיות גילוי אור א״ס ב״ה ממש ואותה אנו מבקשים שיהי׳ [שיהיה] בבחי׳ גילוי ההתפשטות באורך ורוחב בלב ונפש

so that through this he will come to fulfill, in the Shema, “You shall love Havayah your G‑d,” truly: that there be a revelation of the very Infinite Light, blessed be He. And this is what we ask for: that it be in the level of a revealed expansion, in length and breadth, in the heart and soul.

Explanation

This contemplation leads to the Shema’s command “You shall love Havayah your G‑d”: love for G‑d Himself, the Infinite Light as it is, and not only for its glimmer. We ask that this love be revealed and expand in length and breadth, filling the heart and soul.

וזהו והחזירנו בתשובה שלימה לפניך פי׳ להיות המשכת פניך פנימיותך דהיינו בחי׳ אור א״ס ב״ה ממש וכמ״ש יאר ה׳ פניו כו׳.

And this is [the meaning of] “Bring us back in complete teshuvah (return) before You (lefanecha)”: the meaning is that there be a drawing-down of “Your face” (panecha), Your inner dimension (pnimiyus), that is, the level of the very Infinite Light, blessed be He; as it is written, “May Havayah make His face shine,” etc.

Explanation

This is the request in the daily Amidah, “Bring us back in complete teshuvah before You”: lefanecha, “before You,” contains panim, “face,” which suggests pnimiyus, G‑d’s innermost being. We ask that the Infinite Light itself be drawn down, as in the priestly blessing, “May Havayah make His face shine upon you.”

Paragraph 8 in brief

The paragraph applies the first hei to prayer: contemplating the descent of the Infinite Light leads to the love of the Shema, and to the request for teshuvah that draws down G‑d’s “face,” His inner being.

Deeper

Contemplation in prayer moves from the “Name,” the glimmer that sustains the worlds, to the “face,” G‑d’s inner being: seeing that all creation is only His Name awakens the longing for Him Himself.

Marei mekomos

  1. 1
    ואהבת בק״ש את הוי׳ אלהיך · Deuteronomy 6:5
  2. 2
    יאר ה׳ פניו · Numbers 6:25

The vav and final hei: Torah, mitzvos and charity ¶9

9וענין הו״ה בנפש הוא להיות גילוי ההמשכה בתורה ומצות בקיום המעשה בפו״מ [בפועל ממש] כי התורה היא בחי׳ וי״ו קול קורא במדבר פנו דרך ה׳

And the matter of the vav and the [final] hei in the soul is that there be a revelation of the drawing-down in Torah and mitzvos, in the fulfillment of the deed in actual practice. For the Torah is the level of the vav: “A voice calls in the wilderness: Clear the way of Havayah,”

Explanation

Next come the last two letters of the Name, the vav and the final hei. In the soul they are the drawing-down of G‑d’s light through Torah and mitzvos, carried out in actual deeds; the Torah is the vav, the letter of drawing down, and it is Isaiah’s “voice that calls.”

להיות המשכת קול התורה קורא דרך ה׳ וגילוי אורו ית׳ אפי׳ [אפילו] בבחי׳ מדבר שהוא העוה״ז שיהי׳ [שיהיה] בו כן בקדש חזיתיך המשכת קודש עליון [ועמ״ש בד״ה

that there be a drawing-down of the voice of the Torah, calling “the way of Havayah,” and a revelation of His light, may He be blessed, even in the level of “wilderness,” which is this world: that in it there be “So have I beheld You in holiness,” a drawing-down of supernal holiness. [And see what is written in the discourse beginning

Explanation

The voice of Torah calls out “the way of Havayah,” drawing G‑d’s light even into the “wilderness,” this lowly world, so that even here one can say, “So have I beheld You in holiness”: supernal holiness drawn down below. A bracketed note sends the reader to another discourse on this.

כי תשמע בקול פ׳ ראה] והמשכה זו היינו בה׳ תתאה היא בחי׳ המעשה והיה מעשה הצדקה מעשה דייקא וצדקה היא כללות המצות כי

“When you hearken to the voice,” Parshas Re’eh.] And this drawing-down is in the lower hei, which is the level of action: “And the deed of charity (tzedakah) shall be,” “deed” specifically. And charity is the general and collective expression (klalus) of the mitzvos; for

Explanation

The drawing-down reaches its goal in the final hei, the level of action. The verse speaks of “the deed of charity,” stressing deed, and charity is the general expression of all the mitzvos, as the Talmud teaches that charity equals all the other mitzvos together.

כמו שצדקה הוא להחיות רוח שפלים כו׳ כך כללות המצות הן להיות המשכת חיות ואור א״ס ב״ה למטה בעולם השפל הגשמי ונגלה כבוד ה׳ למטה כו׳

just as charity is “to revive the spirit of the lowly,” etc., so the mitzvos, in their general and collective expression, are for drawing down life-force and the Infinite Light (Or Ein Sof), blessed be He, below, into the lowly physical world, “and the glory of Havayah shall be revealed” below, etc.

Explanation

Just as charity “revives the spirit of the lowly,” giving life to the poor, all the mitzvos together bring divine life-force and the Infinite Light down into the lowly physical world, so that “the glory of Havayah” is revealed even below.

והוא בחי׳ ה׳ כי צדק מלאה ימינך שנק׳ צדק בלא ה׳ וכשמלאה ימינך התפשטות והמשכות החסד

And this is the level of the hei; for “Your right hand is full of tzedek (righteousness)”: it is called tzedek, without a hei; and when “Your right hand is full,” [that is,] the expansion and drawings-down of Chesed (kindness),

Explanation

The final hei shows in the very spelling of charity. Tzedek, “righteousness,” is spelled without a hei, and the verse “Your right hand is full of tzedek” shows what completes it: the right hand stands for Chesed, G‑d’s expansive kindness, which fills tzedek.

אזי הוא נק׳ בתוספת ה׳ צדקה (וע׳ בזהר פ׳ בחקתי דקי״ג ע״ב ובפי׳ הרמ״ז [הרב משה זכות] שם ובאדר״ז [ובאדרא זוטא] דרצ״א סע״ב [סוף עמוד ב] ודרצ״ב ע״א). והנה גילוי זה שבבחי׳ המעשה הוא ע״י בחי׳ הוי״ו שהוא ענין ההמשכה כו׳:

then, with the addition of a hei, it is called tzedakah. (And see the Zohar, Parshas Bechukosai, folio 113b, and the commentary of the Ramaz (Rabbi Moshe Zacuto) there; and the Idra Zuta, folio 291, end of side b, and folio 292a.) Now, this revelation in the level of action comes through the level of the vav, which is the matter of drawing down, etc.

Explanation

When Chesed fills tzedek, a hei is added and it becomes tzedakah, charity; the Zohar passage the Alter Rebbe cites teaches that tzedakah gives to tzedek and joins with it. He then notes that this revelation in action comes through the vav, which stands for drawing down.

Paragraph 9 in brief

The paragraph explains the vav and final hei of Havayah in the soul: the Torah, the vav, draws G‑d’s light down into this world, and the mitzvos in action, summed up in charity, the final hei, reveal it there; tzedek becomes tzedakah when Chesed fills it.

Deeper

In the Zohar passage on Bechukosai that the Alter Rebbe cites, one who gives charity to the poor makes the holy Name complete above, because tzedakah gives to tzedek and joins them; the Ramaz there explains that tzedakah is spelled with a hei because it alludes to the five chassadim (kindnesses) of the right hand. In the Idra Zuta passages, tzedek is nourished from above and its judgments are sweetened when it is joined to what is above it.

Marei mekomos

  1. 1
    קול קורא במדבר · Isaiah 40:3
  2. 2
    כן בקדש חזיתיך · Psalms 63:3
  3. 3
    והי׳ מעשה הצדקה · Isaiah 32:17
  4. 4
    וצדקה היא כללות המצות · Bava Batra 9a:12–13
  5. 5
    וצדקה היא כללות המצות · Mishneh Torah, Gifts to the Poor 10:1
  6. 6
    להחיות רוח שפלים · Isaiah 57:15
  7. 7
    ונגלה כבוד ה׳ · Isaiah 40:5
  8. 8
    צדק מלאה ימינך · Psalms 48:11
  9. 9
    שנק׳ צדק בלא ה׳ · Zohar, Idra Zuta 19:87–22:95
  10. 10
    שנק׳ צדק בלא ה׳ · Zohar, Idra Zuta 22:95–23:105
  11. 11
    נק׳ בתוספת ה׳ צדקה · Zohar, Bechukotai 4:19–7:26
  12. 12
    נק׳ בתוספת ה׳ צדקה · Mikdash Melekh, RaMaZ Commentary on Zohar
  13. 13
    בזהר פ׳ בחקתי דקי״ג ע״ב . . ובאד״ז דרצ״א סע״ב ודרצ״ב ע״א · נתבארו באוה״ת ענינים ע׳ מג ואילך.

Havayah from above: the penitent and the depths ¶10–12

10ד אך הנה כ״ז [כל זה] הוא ענין בחי׳ הוי״ה שבנפש האלקית שיש לה בחי׳ התלבשות בגוף ונפש הבהמית אבל יש בחי׳ הוי׳ הנמשך מלמעלה וזהו כי אהבך ה׳ אלקיך.

4. However, all this is the matter of the level of Havayah in the G‑dly soul, which is clothed in the body and the animal soul. But there is a level of Havayah that is drawn from above; and this is [the meaning of] “because Havayah your G‑d loved you.”

Explanation

The fourth section turns to a different level. All the letters described so far are Havayah as it is within the G‑dly soul, which is clothed in the body and the animal soul, and revealed through the person’s own service; but there is also a Havayah drawn down from above, to which the verse’s closing words allude: “because Havayah your G‑d loved you.”

פי׳ אהבך לשון פועל יוצא שהוא הממשיך בך מדת האהבה הבאה מלמעלה שהיא אתעדל״ע [אתערותא דלעילא] שלפני אתעדל״ת [אתערותא דלתתא] ומשם ויהפוך ה׳ לך את הקללה לברכה שזדונות נעשו כזכיות ממש.

The meaning: “loved you” (ahevcha) is a transitive form: that He is the one who draws into you the attribute of love that comes from above, which is the arousal from above (isarusa dile’eila) that precedes the arousal from below (isarusa dilesata). And from there [comes] “Havayah turned the curse into a blessing for you”: that intentional sins become literally like merits.

Explanation

The Alter Rebbe reads “loved you” (ahevcha) as transitive: G‑d puts into you a love that comes from above. This is the arousal from above that comes before, and does not depend on, any arousal from below, and from it comes the turning of the curse into a blessing: intentional sins become, in truth, like merits.

Paragraph 10 in brief

The paragraph introduces a Havayah that comes from above, beyond the soul’s own service: G‑d’s love, drawn into the person before any initiative of his own, which turns the curse into a blessing by turning sins into merits. This begins the answer to the maamar’s second question.

Deeper

The Talmud gives two degrees: teshuvah out of fear makes intentional sins like unintentional ones, and teshuvah out of love makes them like merits. A later discourse quoted in the note spells out the steps: not only are the accusers not heard, which by itself would leave the sins in place, but the sins are atoned for, and beyond that they are turned into merits.

Marei mekomos

  1. 1
    כי אהבך ה׳ אלקיך · Deuteronomy 23:6
  2. 2
    שזדונות נעשו כזכיות · Yoma 86b:3

11וביאור ענין זה הוא כי הנה גדול כח בע״ת [בעלי תשובה] דמשכין ליה בחילא יתיר כו׳ והיינו ע״י בחי׳ ובכל מאדך למעלה מכדי שתוכל נפשו שאת הן במס״נ [במסירות נפש] בפו״מ [בפועל ממש] כמעשה דר״א [דרבי אלעזר] ב״ד [בן דורדיא] כו׳

And the explanation of this matter is that great is the power of baalei teshuvah (penitents), “who draw Him down with greater strength,” etc. And this is through the level of “with all your might,” beyond what his soul can bear: whether through self-sacrifice (mesirus nefesh) in actual fact, as in the episode of Rabbi Elazar ben Durdaya, etc.,

Explanation

The Zohar says that baalei teshuvah, those who return to G‑d after sin, “draw Him down with greater strength.” Their strength comes from “with all your might,” a love that exceeds what the soul can contain, which can show itself in actual self-sacrifice, as with Rabbi Elazar ben Durdaya, a great sinner who repented and wept until his soul left him.

והן בבחי׳ ביטול אליו ית׳ וכלות הנפש בק״ש [בקריאת שמע] וכמ״ש אליך ה׳ נפשי אשא וגו׳ ובחי׳ ובכל מדך הוא המתגלה בבע״ת [בבעלי תשובה] יותר מבצדיקים שבצדיקים היא בחי׳ ובכל נפשך כו׳

or in the level of self-nullification (bittul) to Him, may He be blessed, and the expiry of the soul in the Shema, as it is written, “To You, Havayah, I lift up my soul,” etc. And the level of “with all your might” is what is revealed in baalei teshuvah more than in the most righteous of the righteous, which is the level of “with all your soul,” etc.

Explanation

It can also show itself in the soul’s complete self-nullification and “expiry” during the Shema, as in “To You, Havayah, I lift up my soul.” This “with all your might” is revealed in baalei teshuvah more than in the most perfect tzaddikim, whose love is “with all your soul.”

והיינו לפי שיתרון האור הוא הבא מתוך החשך דוקא שע״י הזדונות שישים אשם נפשו איך שבהבל בא כו׳ ונגעה בו עד הנפש.

This is because the advantage of light is that which comes out of the darkness specifically: through the intentional sins, when he holds his soul guilty, how he “came in vanity,” etc., and it touches him to the soul.

Explanation

The reason is that light is most precious when it comes out of darkness. The penitent’s past sins make him feel his guilt, that his life “came in vanity,” and the pain reaches the depth of his soul.

אי לזאת יצעק אל ה׳ בצר לו מאד ותהי׳ [ותהיה] הצעקה גדולה לאלקים למעלה מכדי שתוכל נפשו שאת וזהו ענין י״ה עם שמי שס״ה כו׳

Therefore he will cry out to Havayah in his very great distress, and the cry will be great unto G‑d, beyond what his soul can bear. And this is the matter of “Yah with Shemi (My Name) is 365,” etc.:

Explanation

From that distress he cries out to G‑d with a cry beyond his soul’s capacity. This is linked to the Zohar’s teaching that the Name Yah together with shemi, “My Name,” makes 365, the number of the prohibitions.

שהל״ת [שהלא תעשה] הן בשם י״ה למעלה מבחי׳ עשה שהן בשם ו״ה וכמ״ש בארץ לא זרועה שבחי׳ לא הוא הנזרע כו׳

for the prohibitions are in the Name Yah, above the level of the positive [commandments], which are in the Name vav-hei; and as it is written, “in a land not (lo) sown,” that the level of lo (“not”) is what is sown, etc.,

Explanation

The 365 prohibitions belong to Yah, the first two letters of Havayah, which are higher than the vav-hei, the source of the positive commandments. Jeremiah’s “in a land not sown” hints at this: the “not” (lo), the prohibitions, is itself what is sown.

כמ״ש במ״א כי לפי ששם י״ה הוא למעלה משם ו״ה א״א בכח הנפש להמשיך משם בבחי׳ המשכה שהוא בקיום מ״ע [מצות עשה] רק בשמירת הל״ת [הלא תעשה]

as is explained elsewhere. For since the Name Yah is above the Name vav-hei, it is impossible, by the power of the soul, to draw down from there in the mode of drawing-down, which is through fulfilling the positive commandments; only through keeping the prohibitions,

Explanation

Because Yah is higher than vav-hei, the soul cannot draw from it by positive action, the mode of drawing-down that belongs to the positive commandments. It reaches Yah only through keeping the prohibitions, that is, through refraining.

שהוא ענין עקירת הרצון מן ההיפך ועיקרה זו שמן ההיפוך תגדל מאד עד שיבא ויגיע לבחי׳ ובכל מאדך למעלה מכדי שתוכל הנפש שאת.

which is the matter of uprooting the will from the opposite; and this uprooting, from the opposite, will grow very great, until he comes and reaches the level of “with all your might,” beyond what the soul can bear.

Explanation

Keeping a prohibition means uprooting one’s will from its opposite. In a penitent, who has known that opposite from within, the uprooting becomes so intense that it reaches “with all your might,” beyond the soul’s capacity.

Paragraph 11 in brief

The paragraph explains why baalei teshuvah draw G‑d down “with greater strength”: their regret over sin brings a cry and an uprooting of the will that exceed the soul’s capacity, the level of “with all your might,” which corresponds to the Name Yah and the prohibitions, higher than the vav-hei of the positive commandments.

Deeper

The numbers come from the Zohar: shemi (350) with Yah (15) makes 365, the prohibitions; zichri, “My remembrance” (237), with vav-hei (11) makes 248, the positive commandments. The Likkutei Torah passage on Pekudei that the note cites draws a practical consequence: since the prohibitions are higher, one who transgresses a positive commandment and repents is forgiven at once, while for a prohibition teshuvah only suspends the punishment.

Marei mekomos

  1. 1
    בע״ת דמשכין לי׳ בחילא יתיר · Zohar I, 129b
  2. 2
    ובכל מאדך · Deuteronomy 6:5
  3. 3
    כמעשה דר״א ב״ד · Avodah Zarah 17a
  4. 4
    אליך ה׳ נפשי אשא · Psalms 25:1
  5. 5
    שיתרון האור הוא הבא מתוך החושך · Ecclesiastes 2:13
  6. 6
    שבהבל בא · Ecclesiastes 6:4
  7. 7
    י-ה עם שמי שס״ה · Zohar I, 24a
  8. 8
    י״ה עם שמי שס״ה · Tikkunei Zohar 5a:4
  9. 9
    בארץ לא זרועה · Jeremiah 2:2
  10. 10
    ובכל מאדך הוא המתגלה בבע״ת · ראה שערי תשובה לאדה״א ח״ב חינוך פמ״ב.

12והנה ע״ז נאמר ממעמקים קראתיך הוי׳ כי יש יו״ד עמקים שהם כנגד עשר בחינות הנפש ז׳ מדות וג׳ שכליים והעומק שלהן הוא השרש שבכל בחי׳ שנק׳ עומקא דחשוכא

Now, about this it is said, “From the depths I have called You, Havayah.” For there are ten depths, which correspond to the ten levels of the soul, seven emotive attributes (middos) and three intellectual ones, and their depth is the root in each level, which is called “the depth of darkness” (umka dechashucha):

Explanation

The Alter Rebbe now reads Psalm 130, “From the depths I have called You, Havayah.” The depths are ten, matching the soul’s ten powers, seven emotional and three intellectual, and the “depth” of each power is its hidden root, called in Aramaic “the depth of darkness.”

דהיינו בחי׳ החשך שעדיין לא בא לידי גילוי בנפש שאין בו בחי׳ התלבשות בגוף ונפש הבהמית הוא מהמדות עליונות הבאות מלמעלה שהן למעלה מכוחות המתגלות בנפש

that is, the level of the darkness that has not yet come into revelation in the soul, in which there is no aspect of being clothed in the body and the animal soul. It is from the supernal attributes that come from above, which are above the powers that are revealed in the soul.

Explanation

This “darkness” is the part of each power that has never come into revelation in the soul and is not clothed in the body or the animal soul. It comes from supernal attributes that come from above, beyond the faculties the soul shows openly.

רק ע״י בחי׳ ובכל מאדך מתגלה בחי׳ ממעמקים ומשם קראתיך הוי׳ להיות התחדשות בחי׳ הוי׳ בנפש ולהיות בנפש הוי׳ זו של בחי׳ ממעמקים

Only through the level of “with all your might” is the level of “from the depths” revealed; and from there, “I have called You, Havayah”: that there be a renewal of the level of Havayah in the soul, and that there be in the soul this Havayah of the level of “from the depths,”

Explanation

These depths are revealed only through “with all your might,” the penitent’s love beyond measure. From there the person calls to G‑d, and a new level of Havayah comes into being in the soul, one that rises from its hidden depths.

שעדיין לא היתה בגילוי הנפש ועי״ז ויהפוך ה׳ את הקללה לברכה שמשם נמשך מחילת וסליחת העוונות וזרקתי עליכם מים טהורים כו׳ מחיתי כעב פשעיך כו׳

which was not yet revealed in the soul. And through this, “Havayah turned the curse into a blessing”: for from there is drawn the forgiveness and pardon of sins, “And I will sprinkle pure water upon you,” etc.; “I have wiped away your transgressions like a thick cloud,” etc.

Explanation

This new revelation is what turns the curse into a blessing: from it flow forgiveness and pardon of sins, as in “I will sprinkle pure water upon you” and “I have wiped away your transgressions like a thick cloud.” This answers the opening question: the curse is not merely ignored but transformed.

ולכן אומרים בעשי״ת [בעשרת ימי תשובה] מזמור זה ממעמקים שבכל יום ממשיך עומק א׳ עד שביוהכ״פ [שביום הכפורים] לפני הוי׳ תטהרו לפני הוי׳ המתגלה בנפש שמשם נמשך להיות תטהרו:

Therefore, during the Ten Days of Teshuvah, we say this psalm, “From the depths”; for each day one draws down one depth, until on Yom Kippur: “Before Havayah you shall be purified,” before the Havayah that is revealed in the soul, from which it is drawn down that “you shall be purified.”

Explanation

This is why Psalm 130 is recited during the Ten Days of Teshuvah: each day draws out one of the ten depths, until on Yom Kippur “before Havayah you shall be purified.” The Havayah “before” whom we are purified is the one now revealed in the soul, the source of the purification.

Paragraph 12 in brief

The paragraph reads “From the depths I have called You, Havayah” as the revelation of the soul’s ten hidden roots through “with all your might,” which brings a new Havayah into the soul; from it comes the forgiveness that turns the curse into a blessing, drawn out one depth on each of the Ten Days of Teshuvah until Yom Kippur.

Deeper

This closes the circle opened in paragraph 1: there G‑d refused to listen to the accuser; here the Havayah drawn up from the depths of the penitent’s soul removes the sins themselves. The ten days match the ten depths, so the season of teshuvah is when the whole hidden root of the soul is brought into revelation.

Marei mekomos

  1. 1
    ממעמקים קראתיך ה׳ · Psalms 130:1
  2. 2
    ויהפוך ה׳ את הקללה לברכה · Deuteronomy 23:6
  3. 3
    וזרקתי עליכם מים טהורים · Ezekiel 36:25
  4. 4
    מחיתי כעב פשעיך · Isaiah 44:22
  5. 5
    לפני הוי׳ תטהרו · Leviticus 16:30

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In one’s avodah

Arouse the hidden love for G‑d and let it guard you even in small matters of the words of the Scribes. Set aside your own will in thought, speech and action, even in what is permitted. In prayer, broaden your contemplation of G‑d’s greatness until it becomes love and joy, and draw His light into the world through Torah, mitzvos and above all charity. And let remorse over the past become a cry “with all your might” that reveals the depths of the soul, especially during the Ten Days of Teshuvah.

Questions for discussion

  1. Why does the maamar see more praise in G‑d’s refusal, beyond reason, to hear the accuser than in a refutation of his charges, and how does that refusal mirror the Jew’s own love?
  2. How does the analogy of hair and the brain show the gap between the Infinite Light and Chochmah, and why is that gap necessary for the worlds to exist?
  3. What does it mean that the daily renewal of creation depends on the arousal from below, and how does “Nullify your will” act as a person’s own tzimtzum?
  4. Why is charity the general expression of all the mitzvos, and what does the added hei of tzedakah signify?
  5. Why is “with all your might” revealed more in baalei teshuvah than in perfect tzaddikim, and how does it turn the curse into a blessing?

Key terms in this maamar

The Name Havayahהוי׳
The Tetragrammaton: G‑d as transcending time and bringing all into being.
The G‑dly soulנפש האלקית
The soul that is 'a part of G‑d above'. ×1
The Infinite One (Ein Sof)אין סוף
G‑d's own boundless essence.
The Infinite Light (Or Ein Sof)אור אין סוף
G‑d's light as it is, beyond all limits, before any contraction.
Chochmah (wisdom)חכמה
The first flash of insight. ×18
An arousal from belowאתערותא דלתתא
Human initiative that draws down a divine response.
An arousal from aboveאתערותא דלעילא
Divine initiative, unprompted by us.
Tzimtzum (contraction)צמצום
The self-concealment of the Infinite Light that makes room for finite worlds. ×9
The chain of descending worlds (hishtalshelus)השתלשלות
The step-by-step descent of divine light from the highest level down to this world. ×5
The emotive attributes (middos)מדות
Love, awe, compassion and the rest. ×4
Love and aweאהבה ויראה
The two 'wings' of divine service.
Binah (understanding)בינה
Developing and grasping an insight in detail. ×2
Daas (knowledge)דעת
Deep connection to an idea, bridging intellect and emotion. ×5
The Name Elokimאלקים
G‑d as concealed within nature, measuring and limiting. ×3
The light that fills all worlds (memalei kol almin)ממלא כל עלמין
Divine light that enters each world and gives it life according to its measure.
The light that encompasses all worlds (sovev kol almin)סובב כל עלמין
Divine light too great to enter the worlds; it 'surrounds' them and affects them from beyond.
Self-nullification (bittul)ביטול
Setting aside one's own sense of self before G‑d. ×4
Teshuvah (return)תשובה
Returning to G‑d; not only repentance. ×4
The inner dimension (pnimiyus)פנימיות
The innermost core of a level.
The general and collective expression (klalus)כללות
That which encompasses the particulars as one: their general and collective expression (the klal, as against the prat). Never “sum”, “sum total”, “totality” or “general principle”, as if the particulars were added up (וכללותן היא מצות הצדקה is “their general and collective expression is the mitzvah of charity”). Render by sense: “their general and collective expression”, “that which encompasses them all”, “X in general”, “X as a whole”. Keep התכללות as “inclusion” / “inter-inclusion”. ×2
Life-forceחיות
The divine vitality that sustains every creation. ×2
Chesed (kindness)חסד
Expansive giving. ×2
The animal soulנפש הבהמית
The soul that animates the body and its drives. ×2
Self-sacrifice (mesirus nefesh)מסירות נפש
Giving oneself over entirely to G‑d.
The intellect (mochin)מוחין
Chochmah, Binah and Daas as a whole. ×7
Willרצון
Desire; in G‑d, the level above intellect. ×2

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Contents

Likkutei Torahלקוטי תורה

Parshas Ki Seitzeiכי תצא

  1. 1כי תצא למלחמה על אויביך ונתנו…When You Go Out to War against Your Enemies
  2. 2כי תצא למלחמה על אויביך וגו׳“When you go out to war against your enemies,” etc.
  3. 3ביאור כי תצאAn Explanation of “When You Go Out”
  4. 4כי תהיין לאיש שתי נשים האחת…“If a man has two wives, the one loved and the other hated”
  5. 5ולא אבה הוי׳ אלהיך לשמוע אל…“But Havayah your G‑d was not willing to listen to Bilam”
    1. Why not listening is praise ¶1–2
    2. The tip of the yud: love beyond reason ¶3
    3. The yud: Chochmah, tzimtzum and nullifying one’s will ¶4–5
    4. The first hei: contemplation, love and teshuvah in prayer ¶6–8
    5. The vav and final hei: Torah, mitzvos and charity ¶9
    6. Havayah from above: the penitent and the depths ¶10–12
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  6. 6ביאור ולא אבהAn Explanation of “But He Did Not Want”
  7. 7כי ההרים ימושו והגבעות תמוטינה וחסדי…“For the mountains shall depart and the hills shall totter, but My kindness…”
  8. 8ביאור הדברים בענין בחי׳ בע״ת דמשכין…An explanation of the level of baalei teshuvah, who “draw Him down with greater strength”