Torah Ohr · Parshas Megillas Esther · Maamar 13
ובזה הנערה באה וגו׳
“And with This the Maiden Came”
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The big idea
Every ascent of the soul begins with bittul: “with this,” the pillar of self-nullification between the lower and the upper Gan Eden, the maiden comes to the king. The soul’s service then moves in two directions, the ascent of song out of concealment and the drawing down of joy, the “running and returning” of “in the evening she would come, and in the morning she would return.”
The maamar in brief
This short maamar, the last in Torah Ohr, reads the Megillah’s account of the maidens brought to King Achashverosh as the ascent of the soul. “With this the maiden came to the king”: “with this” is the pillar that, according to the Zohar, stands between the lower and the upper Gan Eden, through which souls rise. The pillar is Yesod, which connects giver and receiver, and in its inner meaning it is bittul, since no ascent is possible without first setting oneself aside to become a vessel. Most souls therefore need the angels’ help: Michael, the angel of Chesed, “offers up the souls of the righteous.” Rabbi Chiya’s chair rose by itself because his bittul was complete, and so Esther “did not ask for anything except what Hegai would say”: she needed no angels, receiving from “Hegai,” speech within thought, which moves the angels to sing and flows from the chamber of the Holy of Holies. Finally, “in the evening she would come” is the ascent of song in the night of concealment, and “in the morning she would return” is the drawing down of joy: ratzo vashov.
Outline
- The pillar between the two Gardens“With this” is the pillar between the lower and the upper Gan Eden, by which souls rise. It is Yesod, which connects giver and receiver, and in its inner meaning bittul, the condition of every ascent.¶1
- Help from the angels, and rising aloneMost souls need Michael, the angel of Chesed, to raise them. Rabbi Chiya’s chair rose by itself, and Esther asked for nothing but what Hegai would say: complete bittul needs no angels.¶1
- Hegai: speech within thoughtHegai is hegyon, speech within thought, which moves the angels to speak and sing, and hogah, what moves from thought into speech: the flow from the chamber of the Holy of Holies, where the light of Atzilus raises Malchus.¶1
- Evening and morningComing in the evening is “Come before Him with song,” the ascent in the concealment of night; returning in the morning is “Serve G‑d with joy,” the drawing down by day. Together they are ratzo vashov.¶1
Key concepts
- The pillar between the two Gardensהעמוד שבין גן עדן התחתון לגן עדן העליון
- In the Zohar, the pillar in the Garden by which souls rise from the lower Gan Eden to the upper. The maamar identifies it with Yesod and, in its inner meaning, with bittul.
- Self-nullification (bittul)ביטול
- Setting aside one’s own sense of self. Every ascent needs it first, since only what is emptied of itself becomes a vessel to receive a higher level.
- Speech within thoughtדבור שבמחשבה
- Words formed in the mind before they are spoken. The maamar reads Hegai as this level, from which the angels receive and which moves them to speak and sing.
- The chamber of the Holy of Holies of Beriahהיכל קדש הקדשים דבריאה
- The innermost chamber of the World of Beriah, where the light of Atzilus is drawn in to raise Malchus up. The flow of “Hegai” comes from there.
- Running and returning (ratzo vashov)רצוא ושוב
- Ezekiel’s words for the movement of the living creatures. Here: the ascent of song from below, in the night of concealment, and the drawing down of joy from above, by day.
The pillar between the two Gardens ¶1
Help from the angels, and rising alone ¶1
Hegai: speech within thought ¶1
Evening and morning ¶1
1ובזה הנערה באה12 וגו׳. ובזה היינו העמוד שבין געה״ת לגעה״ע34 (ע׳ זהר ויקהל רי״א א׳. ויחי רי״ט א׳) שבו ועל ידו עולי׳ הנשמות מגעה״ת לגעה״ע
“And with this the maiden came,” etc. “With this” means the pillar between the lower Gan Eden and the upper Gan Eden (see Zohar, Vayakhel 211a; Vayechi 219a), in which and through which the souls ascend from the lower Gan Eden to the upper Gan Eden.
The maamar opens with Esther 2:13, which tells how each maiden in turn came to King Achashverosh: “And with this the maiden came to the king.” It reads “with this” as the pillar which, the Zohar says, stands in the middle of the Garden of Eden, by which souls rise from the lower Gan Eden to the upper Gan Eden.
וזהו פי׳ באה אל המלך (וממ״ש בזהר5 פקודי רס״א א׳ בפי׳ ובזה6 שהוא בחי׳ יסוד לק״מ כי באמת בחי׳ העמוד הוא יסוד שבגן כמ״ש המק״מ פ׳ ויחי שם.
And this is the meaning of “came to the king.” (And as for what is written in the Zohar, Pekudei 261a, explaining “with this” as the level of Yesod (foundation), there is no difficulty at all; for in truth the level of the pillar is the Yesod that is in the Garden, as the Mikdash Melech writes on Parshas Vayechi, there.
So “came to the king” is the soul’s ascent through that pillar. A parenthesis takes up the Zohar in Pekudei, which reads “with this” as Yesod (foundation), and explains that there is no contradiction: the pillar is the Yesod of the Garden, as the Mikdash Melech, a commentary on the Zohar, writes on the passage in Vayechi.
והיינו כי בחי׳ יסוד הוא המקשר המשפיע עם המקבל ועמש״ל ע״פ ואתה תצוה7 שהעמוד נק׳ ג״כ כל וזהו ענין מרוב כל8 כו׳ ע״ש).
That is because the level of Yesod is what connects the giver with the receiver. And see what is written above on [the verse] “And you shall command,” that the pillar is also called “all” (kol), and this is the meaning of “from an abundance of all,” etc.; see there.)
Yesod is the Sefirah that connects the giver with the receiver, just as the pillar connects the lower Gan Eden with the upper one. The parenthesis also refers the reader to the discourse on “And you shall command,” earlier in Torah Ohr, where the pillar is called “all” (kol), the word in “from an abundance of all.”
וענין העמוד הוא בחי׳ בטול שכל עלייה א״א להיות כ״א ע״י בטול בתחלה שאז יהיה כלי קבול.
And the meaning of the pillar is the level of self-nullification (bittul), for no ascent can take place except through self-nullification first, since then there will be a vessel to receive.
Next comes the inner meaning of the pillar: bittul, setting aside one’s own sense of self. No one can rise to a higher level without first letting go of the level he holds, because only what is emptied of itself can become a vessel to receive more.
(וכמ״ש ע״פ הזהר וירא קי״ב9 א׳ בפי׳ ברתיה דח״ע10 דוקא) וזהו ענין שארז״ל מיכאל מקריב11 נשמותיהן של צדיקים121314 והיינו מפני שהנשמה עצמה אין בה כח לעלות כ״כ
(And as is explained on [the passage in] the Zohar, Vayera 112a, on the meaning of “the daughter of the higher Chochmah (Chochmah Ila’ah),” specifically.) And this is the meaning of what our Sages, of blessed memory, said: “Michael offers up the souls of the righteous.” That is because the soul itself does not have the strength to ascend so far;
A parenthesis points to a discussion of the Zohar’s words “the daughter of the higher Chochmah,” with the stress on Chochmah, which Chassidus identifies with bittul. The Sages’ teaching that the angel Michael offers up the souls of the righteous on the heavenly altar belongs here: the soul alone lacks the strength to rise so high.
לכן צריכה לעזר וסיוע מהמלאכים והיינו ע״י מיכאל מלאך של חסד (ובזהר ויקהל שם נזכר מסדר ארבע אנפין דנשר כו׳ ועמ״ש ע״פ כנשר יעיר קנו).15
therefore it needs help and assistance from the angels, namely through Michael, the angel of Chesed (kindness). (And in the Zohar, Vayakhel, there, the arranging of “four faces of an eagle,” etc., is mentioned; and see what is written on [the verse] “As an eagle stirs up its nest.”)
Because the soul cannot rise so high alone, it needs the angels’ help, specifically that of Michael, the angel of Chesed (kindness). The parenthesis points to the same Zohar passage in Vayakhel, where “four faces of an eagle” take up the souls worthy to rise and bring them into the pillar; the printed text reads מסדר, “arranges,” where the Zohar itself has מְשַׁדֵּר, “sends.” It also points to the discussion of “As an eagle stirs up its nest.”
וזהו שארז״ל (בב״מ פ״ה) בכולהו אזלי מלאכי16 כו׳ לבר מגוהרקא דר׳ חייא17 דמנפשיה סליק וזהו באמת דבר חידוש שאינו צריך לעזר וסיוע מהמלאכים.18
And this is [the meaning of] what our Sages, of blessed memory, said (in Bava Metzia 85): “With all of them the angels go, etc., except for the chair of Rabbi Chiya, which ascends by itself.” And this is truly a novel thing, that it does not need help and assistance from the angels.
The Talmud relates that when the sages ascend to and descend from the Heavenly Academy, angels go with each of them, except for the chair of Rabbi Chiya, which rises and descends by itself. The maamar calls this a true novelty: a soul that rises without the angels’ help.
והיינו לפי שהי׳ בו בחי׳ הבטול ביותר וז״ש ג״כ באסתר לא בקשה דבר19 שאין צריך סיוע מהמלאכים20 כ״א את אשר יאמר הגי
That is because the level of self-nullification was in him to the utmost. And this is also what is written of Esther: “She did not ask for anything,” [meaning] that there is no need for assistance from the angels, “except what Hegai would say.”
Rabbi Chiya needed no help because his bittul was complete. The same is said of Esther when her turn came to go to the king: unlike the other maidens, “she did not ask for anything except what Hegai would say,” which the maamar reads as needing no help from the angels.
פי׳ הגי מלשון הגיון לבי21 שהוא דבור שבמחשבה וממנומקבלים המלאכים כי הגי הוא פועל יוצא שמפעיל הדבור שידברו וישוררו המלאכים בעלי השיר22
The meaning of “Hegai”: it is from the term “the meditation (hegyon) of my heart,” which is speech within thought, and from it the angels receive. For “Hegai” is a transitive verb, which activates speech: that the angels, the masters of song, should speak and sing.
Hegai was the king’s chamberlain, the keeper of the women. The maamar reads his name as hegyon, “meditation,” in “the meditation of my heart”: speech still within thought, from which the angels receive. As a causative, “transitive” word, Hegai is what makes others speak, moving the angels, “the masters of song,” to speak and sing.
והוא ג״כ מלשון כאשר הוגה מן המסלה23 דהיינו שנמשך מהמחשבה לדבור עד״מ שמחשב איך לדבר. והוא ההשפעה הנמשכת מהיכל ק״ק2425
And it is also from the term “when he had been moved from the highway,” meaning that it is drawn from thought to speech, as, by way of analogy, when one thinks how to speak. And it is the flow drawn down from the chamber of the Holy of Holies.
A second root for Hegai is hogah in “when he had been moved from the highway” (II Samuel 20:13), meaning moved from one place to another. So Hegai is what moves from thought into speech, as when a person thinks how he will say something, and it is the flow that comes from the chamber of the Holy of Holies, the innermost chamber of a world.
(וזהו לשון כאשר הוגה מן המסלה כי בהיכל ק״ק דבריאה2627 נמשך אור האצי׳ כדי להעלות המל׳ כמ״ש בפע״ח גבי סמיכת גאולה לתפלה ועמש״ל בד״ה רני ושמחי2829 בפי׳ וצדקתך ירננו30 ובפי׳ מ״ש בזהר רננא ברמשא ושמחה בצפרא.31
(And this is the expression “when he had been moved from the highway”: for in the chamber of the Holy of Holies of Beriah (Creation), the light of Atzilus (Emanation) is drawn, in order to raise up Malchus (sovereignty), as is written in Pri Etz Chaim regarding the joining of redemption to prayer. And see what is written above in the discourse beginning “Sing and rejoice,” on the meaning of “and they will sing of Your righteousness,” and on the meaning of what is written in the Zohar, “song in the evening and joy in the morning.”
In the chamber of the Holy of Holies of Beriah, the first world of separate existence, the light of Atzilus, the world still one with G‑d, is drawn in to raise Malchus up; the Pri Etz Chaim says so in connection with the rule that the blessing of redemption must lead directly into the Amidah prayer. The parenthesis also refers to the Chanukah discourse “Sing and rejoice,” earlier in Torah Ohr, on “they will sing of Your righteousness” and on the Zohar’s “song in the evening and joy in the morning.”
וזהו ענין בערב היא באה32 כמ״ש באו לפניו ברננה33 דהיינו העלאה ממטה למעלה זהו שייך במדת לילה שהוא הסתר והעלם אוא״ס ב״ה וכו׳ כמש״ש.
And this is the meaning of “In the evening she would come,” as it is written, “Come before Him with song,” that is, elevation from below to above; this belongs to the attribute of night, which is the hiding and concealment of the Infinite Light (Or Ein Sof), blessed be He, etc., as is written there.
Esther 2:14 says that each maiden came to the king in the evening and returned in the morning. Coming in the evening is “Come before Him with song” (Psalms 100:2), the ascent from below to above, which belongs to night, the concealment of the Infinite Light; the Chanukah discourse explains that this very concealment stirs the longing to rise.
ומדת יום הוא המשכת אור א״ס ב״ה מלמעלה למטה בחי׳ עבדו את ה׳ בשמחה וזהו ובבקר היא שבה כי באה ושבה הן הן בחי׳ רצוא ושוב):3435
And the attribute of day is the drawing down of the Infinite Light, blessed be He, from above to below, the level of “Serve G‑d with joy.” And this is “and in the morning she would return”; for “coming” and “returning” are precisely the level of “running and returning” (ratzo vashov).)
Day is the opposite movement: the Infinite Light drawn down from above to below, “Serve G‑d with joy.” So coming in the evening and returning in the morning are the two movements Ezekiel saw in the living creatures, “running and returning” (ratzo vashov): rising toward G‑d, and returning to draw His light down.
The maamar reads Esther’s coming to the king as the soul’s ascent through the pillar of bittul between the lower and the upper Gan Eden: most souls need Michael’s help, but one whose bittul is complete, like Rabbi Chiya or Esther, rises by itself, receiving only from “Hegai,” speech within thought. It ends by reading “in the evening she would come, and in the morning she would return” as ratzo vashov: the ascent of song in concealment and the drawing down of joy.
The Zohar describes the pillar as surrounded by cloud, smoke and brightness (Vayakhel 211a) and as a pillar of three colors (Vayechi 219a), and Torah Ohr, Bereshit (7c), identifies it with bittul and with “the masters of song,” who go out from their former grasp and rise through song. The Kehot notes record that the Tzemach Tzedek’s transcript of 5571 adds that this ascent takes the soul, a creation brought from nothing into being, to be included in Atzilus. They also cite a talk of the Rebbe connecting this maamar, the last in Torah Ohr, with the first maamar of Likkutei Torah, “Re’u,” on the ascent of Shabbos.
Marei mekomos
- 1ובזה הנערה באה · הנחת הר״מ בן אדה״ז בסה״מ תקס״ג ע׳ רו. ראה לעיל בציונים לכ״ק אדמו״ר זי״ע. אוה״ת מג״א ע׳ ל ואילך. וד״ה לכל נשמה ע׳ לז. וד״ה ובהגיע ע׳ לח. ראה ד״ה ובהגיע תור אסתר במאמרי אדה״ז פרשיות ח״א ע׳ שעט. המאמר נמצא גם בבוך תקע״א בגוכתי״ק הצ״צ (נדפס בסה״מ תקע״א ע׳ קמד, ושם רק התחלת המאמר. כנראה נאמר ב׳ פעמים וכאן הוא כמו שנאמר בשנת תקס״ג).
- 2ובזה הנערה באה · Esther 2:13
- 3העמוד שבין געה״ת לגעה״ע · ראה גם לעיל ז, ג. ראה תו״ח פ׳ בראשית ד״ה ותלד עדה. ד״ה זה היום תרס״ו. ספה״מ תש״י ע׳ 107. וראה גם בשיחת ש״פ ויקהל תשכ״ה קישור המאמרים בין סיום התו״א להתחלת לקו״ת ד״ה ראו, כאן מבאר ב׳ ענינים בהעלאה ובלקו״ת שם מבאר אודות העלאת השבת.
- 4העמוד שבין געה״ת לגעה״ע · Zohar, Vayechi 21:171–23:182
- 5מ״ש בזהר · Zohar I, 229b
- 6בפי׳ ובזה · Zohar, Pekudei 52:796–807
- 7ואתה תצוה · Exodus 27:20
- 8מרוב כל · Deuteronomy 28:47
- 9וכמ״ש ע״פ הזהר וירא קי״ב א׳ · ביאוה״ז לאדה״א י, סע״ד ואילך.
- 10ברתיה דח״ע · Zohar, Vayera 23:349–354
- 11מיכאל מקריב · Zohar, Lech Lecha 10:78–84
- 12מיכאל מקריב נשמותיהן של צדיקים · Zohar I, 24a
- 13נשמותיהן של צדיקים · בהנחת כ״ק הצ״צ תקע״א נוסף ”ובמ״א פי׳ דעליי׳ זו היא שהנשמה בריא׳ מאין ליש ומיכאל מקריב שתוכלל באצי׳ איהו וחיוהי”.
- 14מיכאל מקריב נשמותיהן של צדיקים · Tosafot on Menachot 110a:9:1
- 15כנשר יעיר קנו · Deuteronomy 32:11
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- 17גוהרקא דר׳ חייא · ראה לקו״ת ראה כז, ד.
- 18דמנפשיה — לעזר וסיוע מהמלאכים · בהנחת כ״ק הצ״צ בספה״מ תקע״א נוסף: ”ומנפשי׳ עייל כו׳”.
- 19לא בקשה דבר · Esther 2:15
- 20שאין צריך סיוע מהמלאכים · ע״כ בסה״מ תקע״א. ושם הסיום: שא״צ סיוע כו׳ כמ״ש במ״א.
- 21מלשון הגיון לבי · Psalms 19:15
- 22בעלי השיר · Mishnah Shabbat 5:1
- 23כאשר הוגה מן המסלה · II Samuel 20:13
- 24פי׳ הגי . . מהיכל ק״ק · מובא באוה״ת נ״ך כרך ב ע׳ תשלז ע״ש. ובד״ה טוב טעם תרס״ה ע׳ יא.
- 25הנמשכת מהיכל ק״ק · ראה תניא פרק נג.
- 26בהיכל ק״ק דבריאה · בספה״מ תש״ג ע׳ 40 מציין ע״ז ”והיכל קד״ק דבריאה הוא חב״ד דעולם הבריאה שבתוכו מתלבשת בחי׳ מל׳ דאצי׳ כמ״ש רבינו נ״ע בפרק נב והיכל קד״ק דבריאה הוא הממוצע בין אצילות לבריאה אשר שם הם מתחברי׳ וכדאי׳ בזח״ב דרנ״ח סע״ב” ע״ש. וראה לעיל כו, ב. ובאוה״ת דרושים למגלת אסתר ע׳ ב׳רסה.
- 27בהיכל ק״ק דבריאה · Zohar, Pekudei 51:743–52:754
- 28בד״ה רני ושמחי · לעיל לז, א.
- 29רני ושמחי · Zechariah 2:14
- 30וצדקתך ירננו · Psalms 145:7
- 31רננא ברמשא ושמחה בצפרא · לעיל לז, א.
- 32בערב היא באה · Esther 2:14
- 33באו לפניו ברננה · Psalms 100:2
- 34רצוא ושוב · Ezekiel 1:14
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Finished the maamar?
Mark it as learned; it counts toward the week and the year’s siyum.
In one’s avodah
Before rising to a higher level, a person must first set aside the self and the level he has, for only then does he become a vessel to receive more. And service has the two movements the maamar reads in the maiden’s coming and returning: coming before G‑d “with song,” the longing that rises out of the concealment of night, and serving Him “with joy,” drawing His light down.
Questions for discussion
- Why does the maamar say that no ascent is possible without bittul first, and how does the pillar between the two Gardens express this?
- Most souls rise with Michael’s help, yet Rabbi Chiya’s chair rose by itself. What made the difference, and how does the maamar find the same quality in Esther?
- What two roots does the maamar find in the name Hegai, and how do they fit together?
- How do “in the evening she would come” and “in the morning she would return” correspond to song and joy, and to ratzo vashov?
Key terms in this maamar
- Yesod (foundation)יסוד
- The channel that connects and transmits. ×3
- Self-nullification (bittul)ביטול
- Setting aside one's own sense of self before G‑d.
- Chochmah (wisdom)חכמה
- The first flash of insight.
- Chesed (kindness)חסד
- Expansive giving. ×1
- The World of Beriah (Creation)בריאה
- The first world of separate existence. ×1
- The World of Atzilus (Emanation)אצילות
- The highest world, still one with G‑d.
- Malchus (sovereignty)מלכות
- Kingship: the level through which G‑d's word creates and rules the worlds.
- The Infinite Light (Or Ein Sof)אור אין סוף
- G‑d's light as it is, beyond all limits, before any contraction.